Trust me. It can't get any worse than this.

Fuck man.
Twice in a day.
I feel like I could really stop writing or thinking, just stop. Just stop and watch the people around me pen down their brilliant answers and graphs, pulling their grades further and further away from mine while my own grade stays stagnant, very near to the origin.
Regret times a million.
Why did I insist on trying out econs first? Knowing that it would be ten times worse than the exposure module. Why am I always so stubborn?
Here I am again. I'm really not good enough for econs. Admitting it. Really. I'm just not smart enough for all the utility maximizing stuffs. My maths isn't good enough to handle all the weird and ugly symbols too. I'm referring to differentiation. As much as I believe in hard work pays off, I have to really put both my hands up in the air, throw like 5000 white towels and shout out loud and clear "I'm done with econs. Econs hates me and I don't like it either."
Call me a quitter. I don't care anymore.
Cause I know I have to make this decision and I strongly believe that it's a right one.
New media is easier than econs cause it's actually more similar to marketing than econs is but it definitely requires gnormous amount of har work to pull up my very very low cap score.
In all, the switch is because I don't want to be this unhappy for the rest of my uni days.
I want to look forward to school, I want to be able to sit through lectures and tutorials understanding them, I want to go for exams feelin confident of my own knowledge.
So for the remaining two months. I'm gonna work extra hard by telling myself that this is my last time doing econs.
Last.

And of course, Friday is a brand new day. Haa.
Come soon please. I can't wait to date you.