how did we land ourselves in this pathetic state.
forgive and forget?
it seems easy yet it needs time.
a long period of time.

you want things that you cant get and get things that you dun wan.
this is life.
filled with all the love, respect, dignity, pride .
you cant get them all. neither will you lose them all.

so. stay strong.
my girl.
i know you can and you will. disappointment. a lot.
it's ugly but what's beautiful?
it's not fair but again, fair or not, it's not that impt in the end.
i'm left with no choice. again.
everything is a cycle?

still.
all these may not exist at all.
maybe?

i don't know 4 more weeks(which is one month) to HOLIDAY!!!
i want to rot at home.

oh yar. i'm done with bear's late-coming GAME .. =D
i'll send some hunters to you..LOL!!!

ok. i think i shouldnt waste my time and brain cells trying to think of wad to write. =.=
i'll blog on some other day instead.
maybe thursday. slowly, step by step, im getting used to everything.
the route that i took may not be a shortcut but still, it's worth it.
i'm leading a very good life now.
at least, i do feel complete.
very very complete.
never so complete.


pacc = damm tough
and econs is up very soon. plus mob. crap.
can the holiday come soon. save me from all the notes, memorising, graphs etc.

i eat alot lately.
just becos i didnt take breakfast on wednesday, i ate a big bowl of 'yu pian mi fen', 3 small choc eclair, one cheese fries. not bad rite?
hofeefee, i can challenge you!!!
but i think i'll lose. LOL =D school = not bad ( i think i've said this before?)
i want to go sentosa and kbox!!! and i see a need to go to these places.

everything is so beautiful. shining and dazzling. i close my eyes and i can still see the beautiful sight.
i love this secret.

a brand new chance. maybe the last chance.

and girls!! shall we go and CHIBABOOM the studud neoprint machine which magic out
3bearbear 3dongdong 3kisskiss 3feefee it did came true. and im happy.


counting down. 8days more. =) I dont wan to lose myself in the process of finding myself.
yes. wad you've said is true. 4 different character. VERY different indeed.
maybe some reflections needed?
TRUST. a simple five letter word.

actually i want to write so much. yet, my mind is blank. absolutely blank. i think too much. -_-"

ok. come to think of it. LIFE IS GREAT! why? well.u dun need a reason to explain why life is great. so i should really enjoy it, to the fullest.

well, i shall say school is getting better. seriously, this is something to be happy about. =)

oh yar. CONGRATS HO FEE SEE!!!! for 30. =D