I am not Miss Average.
Surprisingly, I did not fall below the out of reach section of a bell curve. And I'm saying for the 3 fatal(econs) modules that I'm taking. Definitely, I didn't do well either and I'm very far away from my own definition of "doing well".
In short, I am standing at what we call mean which is just a more mathematical or statistical term of the word Average.
Trust me, in university level, it's not that easy to achieve mean if your aim is just mean.
But then again, I know being mean is nothing you should be satisfied about. There's about another 50% of the cohort above you.
Pretty stressed up as usual (Yes! I've reached that phase of the semester again.)
Spending the entire morning and afternoon, basically the entire day doing stats tutorial, just one.
As a result, being unable to start on my revision for finals.
All these are causing tremendous amount of stress on my poor body and brain. I feel so heavy when I'm walking around now (also because I've been eating as though I'm undergoing the puberty stage again) , like my legs will give way if I ever walk any faster than the tortise speed I'm going at.
In a very fragile stage I would say. Anything and everything can hurt me, easily and badly.
After so much, I'm still lying on my bed, not doing anything.
Cause perhaps, all I need is a good night sleep, one without any dream, without any alarm.
One good and undisturbed sleep is all I ask for tonight.