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Tuesday, February 08, 2011 at 02:43
Right now, in uni, I'm often facing the situation of "wanting to do my best yet I can't". It's like I really really want to do well and all but you look at the tutorial questions and you don't even feel like cursing anymore. It's really this bad...

So every morning, I open my eyes and pray that I can be productive and then, I will pray even harder for something that will never ever stop glowing.

So I enter lecture halls(referring to econs mods) with extreme fear in my heart that I will feel like shit AGAIN after the 2hours. I hold on to my heart and hope that it can stay strong, at least till the end of the day.

This is how bad it really is.

As for now, I'm gonna sleep and wake up early tmr so that I can clear my doubts for macro tmr morning.

Goodnight world.