Photos.
We need them.
We are gonna take so so so many photos together. So that we will not forget any single events or dates.
I'm gonna have so many albums of us. Bleh bleh bleh meh bleh bleh bleb.
Baby language. Love language. Haa.


The right time for the right word - Bliss.


Goodnight love. When one is in a good mood, he/she tends to eat a lot.
When one is in a good mood, even mugging doesn't seem so tough anymore.

It feels so good, to be home. G for Graduation
I am more wishy washy than many. I am more stubborn than many. I am not as needy as many. I am much more loner than many.
But still, today, on 20th February 2011, I've officially graduated.
I was in a daze, slightly lost and urgently needed half time break but in the end, I stopped. I stopped my mind from functioning, from trying to play a logical role in the matter.
For once, I followed my heart, entirely.
And all I said was "You are so worth the wait." Recess week is next week. come on lingling! survive two more days!
okay. not like recess week is there for us to enjoy but at least, no more 9am/8am tutorials right?
oh yeah. screw my life. I'm finally late for today's 9am tutorial.
Weird enough, the feeling is so familiar.



SEP motivated me a lot. I really MUST work hard! desperately wanna go overseas to study! My Valentine's Day was indeed a happy one.
one of those days/nights again.

My somewhat twin is on the plane, on her way to Melbourne now.
Even on the day that you are leaving, Seng thought that I was you.
Seng: "Wah lao! the backview what!"
haha.
Dear Samsam, you will be missed. I can't wait for all the photos taken at all the houses to be uploaded but that will be in two weeks time cause our dear Mr Lim has some outfield stuff next weekend, which means no booking out too.
But it was yet another awesome max Saturday spent with the usuals.
Our annual CNY gambling session.
Bing as usual, will always be the unlucky one who tries his best to pass others his bad luck.
And I'm trapped between the two Lims who keep having blackjack as though it's THAT easy to get one.
In between has another name, it's now called Contribution.
Bearbear and her "you never pay money for my cards so you cannot look at them."
MAD HILARIOUS!

We will stay sweet like this, forever I'm talking about. Positively or Negatively.
It really doesn't matter. I didn't know that the process of opening up can hurt the both of us so much.
And the pain is so intense.
Really. I'm always wiping your tears.
I need more than one awesome weekend to make things right again.
Perhaps I would need the entire recess week to recover.
Or perhaps, the magic touch of yours will once again create miracle for us. Right now, in uni, I'm often facing the situation of "wanting to do my best yet I can't". It's like I really really want to do well and all but you look at the tutorial questions and you don't even feel like cursing anymore. It's really this bad...

So every morning, I open my eyes and pray that I can be productive and then, I will pray even harder for something that will never ever stop glowing.

So I enter lecture halls(referring to econs mods) with extreme fear in my heart that I will feel like shit AGAIN after the 2hours. I hold on to my heart and hope that it can stay strong, at least till the end of the day.

This is how bad it really is.

As for now, I'm gonna sleep and wake up early tmr so that I can clear my doubts for macro tmr morning.

Goodnight world. Happy CNY to all!






And so, 4 days of holiday have come to an end.
BIG SIGH!

I wasn't as productive as I want myself to be so I really have to work harder for this coming week 5. OMG! I'm reminded that mid-terms is so around the corner.
*slapping myself awake right now*
Is it too early to countdown to 30th April?

CNY 2011, I was so close to being 3rd for the Chua family annual mahjong competition. I was really really so close to being 3rd that I kinda got stomach cramps when I got home (too nervous you know). haa.


Anyway, I think it's faster to countdown to this coming Saturday instead. Trust me. We are going to have so much fun! :)


The ambiguity; The vagueness. One year ago, on the eve of CNY eve, I played mj with samsam, seng and km.
On year later (which is also last night), I played mj again, but with a total different group of people, xiaoming, kevin and nicole.
Haa. How funny this is.

But, it was a great CNY eve minus away the mega headache having to wake up at 10am(but i only got out of the bed at 11. sorry) and the wet jurong which got me so damn drenched and the endless sneezing when I rushed to the bathroom to get a hot bath but only after I'm done then I realised I forgot to take my towel. OH WELL! LIFE IS LIKE THIS!

R's reunion dinner was short and simple and sweet. Looking through all the photos made me laugh quite a bit. haha.
My favourite of all.



Steamboat tonight was like any other year, Awesome and very filling (we are talking about max out kind).
steamboat + teppanyaki + baileys + movie + angbao + mahjong.
I can't wait for tmr's night mahjong competition. it's gonna be so hilarious again.




Tuesday. I felt a lot. So much that I wanted to leave the lecture hall, I wanted to quit school (not jokingly), I felt so much that I really wanna cry but I didn't because I know it's not going to help.
I spammed feefee with smses and said all sorts of stupid stuffs. We met up with Mr Lim and the whole cycle kinda repeats itself. I met up with xiaoming and it happened for the third time. So mentally and emotionally challenged but at the end of it, guess all I should think about now is shut up and work hard. That's it, end of story.

(but really, chocolate ice cream therapy helped so much.) Quick reply to 'A QUICK LOVE SHUFFLE UPDATE'

WHAT? NO! HELL NO! YOU AND AHLIANG STAY FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR AWAY(like north and south pole, like new york and singapore, like changi and jurong) FROM ME AND MR LIM!

love shuffle mission: always work the hardest towards graduation.

WE ACCEPT GRADUATES BUT NOT RETAINEES.