For a very long while, so long that I can't even remember the exact duration, we will always be out on Friday night.
It's always either love shuffle or the usuals nights out.
Either this or that.
Unless it's during exam period of course.
But now that they are stuck at different camps around the island, we don't meet on Friday anymore. We try as best as possible to meet every sat, or at least every alternate saturday.

So I'm not used to it.
I'm not used to being home on Friday night.
So I don't yearn for Friday nights as much as I did in the past.
I don't like Friday as much as I like them in the past too.
Friday just seems more lonely than any other nights.

The empty house and the happening night.
Nah. I really don't like this.

But it's okay. Once I'm past the withdrawal symptoms phase, everything will be fine.


A totally different issue:
I think I care too much to the extent that even I think I'm irritating.
And so, I'm sorry.