When the clock strikes 15:45 tomorrow, I'm gonna throw my lecture notes up in the air (think graduation).
YAY! END OF SCHOOL!
Friends, don't hold me back, don't stop me, I will punch you.

can't wait to get my slippers in less than 24hrs. WHAT IS SUPPER WITHOUT SLIPPERS?!?!?!

can't wait for all the fun tmr night.

okay. very hungry now. gonna bathe. finish SSA readings & eat my chips or instant noodles at the same time. and sleep.

In short, I can't wait for the next 15:45. I had an emotionally challenged week.
At the end of it, nothing's changed.
It's no longer about the mind cause everything moved.
to the heart.

and at the end of it, the usuals neutralized all the pain with a joyful nights out together yesterday.
Guys, till next Saturday then.

and I can't wait for the chain of house visiting we are gonna do on 12th!
lihao > roys > bearbear > drew > bing > dongdong > ahliang > feefee > mrlim > ling
HOW FUN!!! SO EXCITED!!!
okay okay. cool down lingling. 12th feb, please come soon.
and guys, we are so gonna display our marina barrage spirit everywhere we go! For a very long while, so long that I can't even remember the exact duration, we will always be out on Friday night.
It's always either love shuffle or the usuals nights out.
Either this or that.
Unless it's during exam period of course.
But now that they are stuck at different camps around the island, we don't meet on Friday anymore. We try as best as possible to meet every sat, or at least every alternate saturday.

So I'm not used to it.
I'm not used to being home on Friday night.
So I don't yearn for Friday nights as much as I did in the past.
I don't like Friday as much as I like them in the past too.
Friday just seems more lonely than any other nights.

The empty house and the happening night.
Nah. I really don't like this.

But it's okay. Once I'm past the withdrawal symptoms phase, everything will be fine.


A totally different issue:
I think I care too much to the extent that even I think I'm irritating.
And so, I'm sorry. I hope we don't give up.
I don't wanna be a quitter. Because tomorrow will always be a better day.

(I hope) Happy 21st Lim Ah Liang!

the one who is always taking good care of us all.
the one who always drives us around (although I'm starting to take over his job).
the one who you know in your heart you can count on him for support always.
the one who left and miraculously came back.
the one who forms 1/4 of love shuffle.
the one who carries around with him a big smile and heart everywhere he goes.

Like all that's said in my wishes for you, tough phase so what? You will always have the usuals with you and that's definitely better than going through any path that's easier yet without us.
And we are really that great!

Once again, happy 21st to our big brother!












Love
ling ling Because the weekend was so perfect.

Nope. It's not perfect like fairytale but it's okay cause I don't believe in one anyway.
But it's perfect, in my own world.
It felt so dreamy yet real at the same time.
It's as if I wake up in the morning to dream, to live my dream.




And because the weekend was so perfect, I overslept for an hour this morning.
Totally worth it still. It's the way people try not to change that is unnatural.

So, we let it flow.
we let the change takes place.
we embrace the change.

Together. #$^&*%^#&$^ morning.

printing queue at as7 was "insert vulgarity here". So I needed to print 4 copies of micro notes. After I'm done and on the way to LT11, I realised the stupid machine couldn't even handle 4 copies! seriously! WTF! So, i was alr 5 or 10 mins late for the lecture and I had to walk all the way back to as7(i know it's not very far but it's still a distance when you are already late for lecture) so as to queue and print the missing pages again. There's this stupid girl who stepped on my foot(the part where i accidentally twisted ytd) and it was so freaking painful that i kinda screamed "ouch!". Guess what? she just walked away because she had her earpiece on and little girl, don't blast music THAT loud okay? it's bad for you ear drum. and so, by the time i walked back to LT11, it's already like 12.20? They say I didn't miss much but it's 20mins worth of lecture. and here comes the super FML part. I forgot to put last week's lecture notes into my file so yeah, i sat through the first part of the lecture with the notes.

Oh man!
Don't spoil my friday like this okay?
Friday means a lot to me so no one has the rights to do this to me.

and so, i was so $@*^#*&^ for the entire morning.
now it's all gone.

okay. off to study(WHATTT!!!! FRIDAY & STUDY = NO LINK!!!!).
yeah. I'm really going to study.
oh well. They always say that we all need a sweet little touch in our mundane life.
But I will run away.
Like far far away if it's too sweet.

Because once we adapt to the current state, a slight fall in the level of sweetness will cause great disappointment.
And I don't like this.

I'm just not game enough for reality.
It's always harsh, like the waves you see during high-tide.


goodnight. Tutorial balloting for this semester was damn fail.
I mean it.
and I wonder why.

a minor setback only?

oh well. I just hope that it will be better, not worse.


alright. hopefully, sucky timetable will motivate me to study harder and smarter.


I haven't been doing anything productive yet.
not after 7 days of school.
I don't foresee myself revising tmr either since it's a long day.
hmmm. Thursday okay?
I shall start on Thursday.
(that's what I told myself ytd too, "I MUST START STUDYING TMR!" but really, I did not.)


I didn't expect myself to craze over apple product but right now, at 0:14. I really have to say that iPhone is so damn awesome!
hee. Aren't we all scared? It's a surprise every time something out of your expectation happens.
But whether it's a pleasant one,
Hmmm... it really depends.
I've yet to decide too.



I didn't know you were waiting. 'You are the greatest thing about me.' The most recent meet up with love shuffle kept me thinking about something.

They are still madly in love with each other yet all that's left between the couple is silence.

This is damn sad. can't wait for sat.
For ah liang, *thump chest!*
For the usuals, *thump chest twice!*
haha. The more you push, the more i move back.
If i don't retaliate, I will fall off the cliff.

and seriously, stop blaming the damn environment.


"Don't 0745 me."
Quoted from Hofeefee school has been pretty much school-ish.
not too sure what i mean too.
the refreshing kinda feeling while walking along the walkway and the oh-man-it's-lecture-againnnnnn thoughts in my mind or maybe it's OUR minds.

oh well, beddie beddie here I come. We all gathered on such an important day.
08 January marks the end of dog days Part 1.
We'll stay together through the rest of dog days or worse than dog days. haa.
So proud of each and every one of you.











Love you all so so so much.





Depression sets in as semester 2 officially starts tmr. "To love each other even when we hate each other." I know why.
because you are ________ and I am ________.

04 January 2010
Every morning I on my baby, it would read "Good morning lingling."
Everytime there's a text, it would sing "Always be my baby"
Everytime there's a call, it would sing "Yesterday"
Every morning, it would put in endless effort to wake me up (not very successful though).
There are 4 very important texts in my folder.
The folder brings me much warmth every time i browse through it.
Through thick and thin, sweat and tears, laughter and smiles.
Thanks baby.
You've been a great company for the past 2 years.
I love you and I really do.


Baby Jr. Shine just like how baby did :) I know you are upset and I am here to help you, to save you.
or at the very least, to stay with you.

For the very first time, the night is different.
It's different.
It's not the best night but it's one of those nights and yet it's different.


A damsel in distress.
until 4.32am I like being honest.
I like people being honest to me.
I agree when they say honesty is one of those important virtue that one must have.

But I realised that I'm not always honest.
not even to myself. because I'm going to sleep now.

gingerbread tmr morning.



Seriously, DYRHM? I used to believe a lot in horoscope.
I used to read daily horoscope forecast.
I used to look at the compatibility and scan through my friends' horoscopes.
yes. I used to.
but I actually can't remember why did I stop believing or when did I stop believing.
On 1st Jan, I decided to read up on my horoscope forecast for the new year.
almost all the sites available online says that I will have a relatively good year.
well, some of the sites used over promising phrases such as "You will be at peak performances in 2011."
we shall see.


anyway, I'm a Sagittarius.