I am back from the one week holiday.

What welcomed me home? of course, it's the semester results.
i don't know how my friends did but be it good or bad, i feel very much alone now cause i'm the only one checking my results on 26th dec, 5+pm.
this is damn weird.

but of course, very much expected. I didn't do well.
i actually don't want and don't know how to elaborate anymore.
but for now, i really hate the fact that i'm sharing bedroom with my sisters cause all i want is to close the door, lie on my bed, play very very very sad song on my ipod without anyone walking around the room and asking what's wrong with me. seriously, can i rent a room from anyone?

it sucks even more because right now, i really need to be with people who already know and accept in their heart that i actually have 'ego as big as an elephant'.
i really miss love shuffle a lot.
it's been too long since we last spent time together.
in short, i wish that tekong sinks(i don't know how though) so that you all don't need to book in and i can call you all up for impromptu cheer-me-up/watch-me-cry-again night.

to add on, i really don't want you in my life anymore.
by that, i meant i really hope that i won't receive your text or bump onto you along some streets.
okay. i just don't want to see you anymore.
sorry.


damn. can anyone tell me why am i so sad?
this. is. just. so. depressing.