You know they always say that the rich aren't happier than the poor? and that the second million won't make you as happy as the first? and that when you are poor, bankruptcy is just a everyday thing?

okay. that's my summary of how i'm feeling. not that i'm broke but i mean, how i'm feeling in another context.

actually, i don't understand why either.
i just hope that it's a one-time thing, or rather one semester thing.
i can't help it but i really miss myself cause i don't like the me now.

i miss family days too. it's been a very long while since we had dinner together. i miss those laugh non stop but will only stop when someone choke on her food kinda dinner.
now, everyone's busy (me too), and we seldom get to eat together.
i don't like.

i miss the xiongs days too. we do nothing the whole semester except mahjong, drink, daidee, ktv.
okay lah. we did projects and had exams too but it's definitely not so stressful. we always laughed a lot before the papers because km will be entertaining us by telling us how he's going to ace those papers. i don't miss our taiwan trip though but i am really missing all our traditions. but then again, everyone's doing different things now and it gets harder to meet up and all. but still, i will never forget the fact that y'all are my greatest comfort for the past 3 years.

err.. honestly, i don't really miss the usuals. HAHA. BUT THAT'S BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I KEEP SEEING YOU ALL WHATTTT! but i can't wait to see the guys for the first time after enlistment. please queue up in front of me. one by one i'll touch your head. see which one i like the most. HAHA. this totally deserve vulgarity from bingbing. but well, next week i think i can see you all alr. in case you all haven't realised, 2011 is so near! which means the 9th year of friendship. WE WENT THROUGH A LOT BUT IT SURE DOESN'T SEEM SO LONG OKAY? hmmm. but then we grow up together and now that majority of us are grown up (mentally) so okay lah. 9 years!! we must make every 21st birthday celebration CHIBABOMB again!!! just like our 18th! haha.


gonna sleep like a log tonight and think about nothing examessaymcqmodulecap related. just all the nice things that happened to me (but in actual fact, i think i may just fall asleep while blinking...)


and of course, R's in my blood :)