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Monday, August 16, 2010 at 17:38
Being into something.
Around March/April 2010, i felt that i'm not so into dance anymore.
i felt that maybe it's time to quit.
i felt that perhaps i had enough of my interest and that it's time for a change.
i felt that maybe it's time to go back to sports, after years.
But being reasonably logical, i know i'm having all those thoughts because i haven't been dancing due to all the other commitments such as overseas CIP, graduation trip to Taiwan, beautiful Redang trip and some other stuffs as well.
If you didn't do something for a long time, you'll lose grip of it.
when all was over, as expected, i lost the feel towards dancing.
everyone else improved, my standard dropped.
i was feeling very down, each dance lesson felt more like a chore.
i spent time dealing with plenty of thoughts and then, here i am, months later. i'm still dancing and looking forward to the concert at the end of the year.

now that i've come to a conclusion for my story. Let us continue on a related thought.
Being into someone.
Does it work the same? Honestly, i doubt i'm in the best position to comment on this.
but then again, maybe it's the same.
perhaps all we need is that never-dying kind of passion to keep the flame alive.
or maybe, i'm just looking at the surface of it, not the root.