regarding "being involved".
i read it in many different ways...
at times i stay miles away from "involved"
and at times, i wanna be the first to be involved.
what about you? what about you guys?
sometimes, issues and such just come flying to me.
i didn't probe at all.
but well, since they're here, i take it to my own responsibility to protect those innocent ones.
yes, protection is it.


i can't sleep now because i was too tired after reaching hme at 5am in the morning, which means that i slept till 1plus, woke up for brunch, and slept again till 7plus.
i'm soooo wide awake now. damn.


tonight, i yearn for a change.
i want to make a difference so much.
don't we all love the thrill?
but too bad, i know very well that i won't do anything that'll hurt you.
both directly and indirectly.
so... i lost my chance again.
goodbye, my chance.