i'm losing it.
if there's something i ever want more than getting into university
it has got to be this.
now that the i'm really entering uni, it only gives me more time to ponder over the whole matter,
and realised how desperately i want it.
today, while i was working, cause it ain't crowded at all so i had plenty of time to think/daydream.
and then suddenly, i told myself i really really want this.
actually, it's more of all along i wanted it, just that, i'm logical enough so it's not the top priority.
once again, i really really want this badly.
you just don't know how much i want this.
it's far over what you can imagine,
what i can handle.