I'm craving for birthday cake.
yes. it's BIRTHDAY cake. 1 or 3 or 1?
we laugh it off.
but deep down, i know you won't.
and i think this is part of trust.

mad hungry!
FOODDDDDDDDD!!!! together
we are together.
we were together.
or maybe we're not together.

sometimes, i read too much inside, till it causes pain in me.
but from another point of view,
sometimes, you try too hard, till it seems like the same phrase, with a total different underlying meaning.

alright, once i'm back from Redang, i'll start with the administrative matters.
i haven't found the right words or right mood to write about the whole uni stuff
but right now, i wanna say, i feel a lot for it, but the good and the bad way.
I'll put it down in details when i'm ready, or so i guess.

graduation ceremony
i'm glad it's happening soon, and i'm definitely looking forward to it very much.
it will mean/means a lot i guess.
3 years.
3 years.
3 years.

Artbox play 'wedding dress' like 20times a day, or even more.
i don't like full shift - too tiring.
now, it's really hard-earned money. haha.

i wanna change a new specs! :)

People, we've launched a new collection! Do take a look at it alrighttt?
Thanks a lot! :)

http://bellajoy.livejournal.com/3910.html#cutid1 Redang!
I'm coming soon, so looking forward to it!
sun and sand and sea and us!
snap 1000 beautiful shots!

guess more or less i've decided on which one to take.

I nearly cried, now still on the verge of tearing.
cause i couldn't get jay chou concert ticket.
It's madness.
All i told my sister was, you gain some and you'll lose some.

Work Work Work cause i'm in need of money.
thinking of getting itouch lately.
still considering though. NUS NUS NUS NUS NUS??????
NTU NTU NTU NTU NTU?????

once again, it's time for decision making.
but it's really a tough one this time round.

ugh! i'll just have cup noodles and korean drama before thinking about it again i'm so happy that i cried.
i still find it unbelievable :) i had fun at work today! :) Guess, I'm somewhat ready for it :) This is really one situation whereby i feel desperately helpless. so much so for being you, for being me, for being us.
perhaps a little appreciation would make everything so much better.
just a short 'thank you' or even 'i'm sorry' would be so sweet.
but then again, it's all perhaps....

i had my fair share of fun in taiwan.
instead of looking it at the negative side, i choose to look at it the other way.
it's more of true understanding of each other's character, strengths, weaknessess, IQ and EQ and even more.
It's the process of loving each other - just like in a relationship.
in a way, i think more or less we know what each other want and need better than before.
Although knowing doesn't mean we are able to accomplish them of course but i can guarantee that all of us did our best.
This is for sure.
and again, it's never the end cause i see it as a new beginning.
Give me a chance to decide again, i wouldn't choose april :)
No matter what, i will still want to express it out loud that this group of people is still one of the best in my life.
Always so important.
So people, all of you, cool down, calm down and think of all the happy moments instead and then, be like me - always in love with xb :) Taiwan Taiwan Taiwan
Here we come! a rare day as i long for companion. happy little things happening to people around me make me very happy.

starting work today!
Gonna check my schedule out later on.
Hopefully, they pack the entire on my April.
i don't mind working hard for money sake cause i wanna be rich! :D