As we grow closer, i realised how good a person you are.
totally impressive, respect for you doubled or even, tripled.
Times like this make me disappointed with myself for not understanding you well enough.
but it's alright, there's a long long path awaiting us.

Taiwan soonish people!
i'll only pack on saturday morning though, hmmm, or maybe friday night.

Business is not bad and money is rolling in and i become a happy girl.

I did this quiz last night and the result says that the most suitable career for me is entreprenuership, followed by teaching.
I'm trying out the first one currently.
As for teaching, it did enter my mind before.
If i didn't get into Uni, MAYBE i will work for a year and apply next year again, and try NIE as well. teaching isn't bad actually. It's interactive and it's the easiest way to remain young! It's definitely meaningful as well. BUT, the only thing that's holding me back is that i believe in Karma. I never love teachers except for that few(about 3 only), so my students won't love me as well and they'll think of ways to make me quit and leave them alone.
seriously, the thought is scary enough for me to skip this idea.
but anyway, all these, they are maybe.....

Alright, old folk's home tmr early in the morning :)

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Do take a look and support us alright? i think i make myself upset most of the time and i think i'm upset with myself, not others most of the time.
but anyway, little mini things happening around me make me happy too. happy as in extremely happy. (aiya, you don't know one larrrr.....)
and also, i'm looking forward to taiwan. gonna shopshopshop, snapsnapsnap and have a hell lot of fun there. in a way, i think i'm asking too much of myself.
but i do have a reason and that is because it is really something that i want very badly.
in my whole life, there's only 3 things that i wanted/want this badly, till the extent that sometimes i don't know if i really WANT it or i just want to prove myself, to the others.
the first thing was to shock everyone with my o's results. it's a 3 years ago incident but i swear i studied my ass off for the remaining 6 months and the only purpose - to prove to those that look down on me.
yes. comment it's childish or what but sometimes, i just can't ignore these stupid emotions of mine.
the second thing is a secret but i can only say i failed to accomplish it and was upset for a long period of time.
the third thing is to get into uni. uni is like definitely a MUST and i guess i can skip the 'good-for-your-future' part cause everyone knows about it. the main purpose that actually inspire me to dream about uni is because i wanna prove that the wrong decision i make can land me in the same ending point. i don't know if i can accomplish it, still waiting for miracle to happen.

actually i'm pretty much upset with myself, now. till the extent that i really don't feel like talking.

Seriously, this is so wrong.
This is taken out of boredom as we girls were waiting for our turn to bathe.
Mega Regrets. samsam, please answer this question:
Why did Hyun Jun has to die in IRIS?

because i really don't understand and i'm so sad NOW. you have no idea how meaningful it is.
you have no idea how i miss/am now still missing the children from hope village.
you have no idea how i wish that today is the first day we reach cambodia.
you have absolutely no idea how this trip made an impact in my life.

all in all, thanks for all, everyone for making this trip a success.
and also, thanks and i'm really grateful for what we have.
being easily contended, more or less isn't important, what's important is to appreciate what we have.

my little girl, my little son, my little captain ball boys, my little children, my little friends.
wait for me alright? i'll be back to look for you all again.

Love,
Sister lingling actually, i still find it hard to believe that exams are officially over.
last day in school.
well, there's always a full stop to everything, the everything is actually referring to a person in my school. A miracle kinda encounter i would say.

OMG! I've graduated!!!!!!
like what i tagged at nettenette's blog, i think the best way now is to set aside the thoughts for the future. in a way, maybe we're worrying too much but still. okay. focus!!!!!! the focus now is on post-exam, post-poly celebration people!

my lips still hurt from the ma la steamboat. it's too ma....too la....
okay. now, show luo's song is repeating itself constantly in my mind.
you know what song?
HAO PENG YOU!!!!!!!

i'm not his fan but i don't detest him as much as i used to in the past.

cambodia very very soon. in 2 days time......... I'm so glad that maths is finally over.
i believe this will be my last time doing maths.
it's just a horrible subject.

last paper for the poly days - BTBM.
post exam plans are all up.
actually, it's always the same.
ktv and club.
it's somewhat, a tradition kinda stuff.
so naturally, for the last exam of the our 3 years, we must do it too.
i sense fun coming!!!!!

so people, please msg me at 11.10 sharp on thurs to congrats the end of my exam.

i'm so sleepy now :(