cut off gpa for uni admission is depressing.
the number of Dist, As, Bs i got is depressing
my gpa is depressing
the fact that i don't have any extraordinary cca or talent is depressing
i haven't experience any meaningful events that affected me deeply, this is depressing.
i haven't met anyone that had a positive influence on me as well, this is depressing.
the only thing that is not depressing is my name, my D.O.B, my nationality, my contact number and my address, and this is depressing as well.
To sum up, uni admission is driving/drove me into depression state once again.

no one likes their future path to be unclear.
it's pointless to talk about regrets when i'm already so close to graduation.