14th December 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009 at 19:03
1) i used to care a lot for you. not that i don't anymore, but it's more like i'm trying to figure out why. why i used to care a lot for you. and then, try my best to move us back to that kind of relationship that we used to have. deep down, i really want us to be together cause i still love you.2) i always thought that you are the one who will always be there. no matter what. i was rather disappointed by the decision u made actually. for one night, only. after a good night sleep, i woke up to realise that i should stop grumbling cause you are the best thing on life. i'm grateful enough for that and thus, i still love you.
3) i am so touched. still very touched when i think of what u did. never expect us to be so close, ever so close. you are fun, full of life, always so spontaneous with whatever crazy ideas i have. now, i'm extremely certain that for the entire of this life, we will not part and no matter what happens in the future, i will still love you.
4) you are ever so special, glowing in my life. with you beside me, i glow too. little 'us' things are finally coming back. slowly but yes, finally. i'll call this determination and patience, only for you. i'm so excited about us. the classic line between us is back. for once, i don't know how to react, my eyes opened wide and i literally felt my jaw dropped. all in all, i just want to say that despite of the unclear path ahead of us, of the relationship we used to have and is having now, i will still love you.
the 4 important groups of people that occupy the entire of my life, up till now.
i will always love you all.
and i'm sure, we are what they call forever.