We keep telling ourselves, we want this, we want that.
and very often, we completely forget to ask ourselves if that is really a need in our life.

for example, a degree.

for the entire of my 3 years in sp, i keep saying that i'm aiming for local unis.
but, what if i can't get in?
what if i can get in, but it's not business, not marketing that i'm studying?
do i still want it?
as in, really want it?

i'm starting to doubt what i really want?
is it the degree that i want or is it just something i want to prove that i didn't made the wrong decision 3 years back?
am i really concern for my future, fearing that a degree is needed or maybe, i just didn't want to leave the student phase of my life.
maybe i'm just afraid to step into the real working society.
maybe i'm really scared of being adult.

and once again, that leaves us with plenty of thinking to do for this fabulous long weekend right?