Apart from the other reasons, communication plays a large part in the current situation.

I often wonder if i'm the one having all the nonsensical problems but lately, i realised that it's you instead. and i'm pretty sure that i'm not the only one who feels this way.
maybe, you're just too into your own world?
i don't know, just guessing actually.
but it's true, that you've changed. (yes, again).
it's hard to communicate, no longer can we get to the just-say-anything-and-everything mode.
i have to keep thinking, worrying if this will hurt you, will u get upset blah blah blah.

i know you won't like what i'm going to say out, esp publicly(but it's not like many read this okay?), but this is the only way which i thought, if u ever come across, you'll read it, without judging it.

but still, the faith is still there.
i believe that things will get better, you will get better,
no matter what.