i'm soooo looking forward to the end of examssss!
i'm soooo looking forward to post-exams activities!
i'm soooo looking forward to Genting trip!
there are soooo many dates in my calender that is soooo worth looking forward to!

my cousins jio me for 6 consecutive bowling games during our holiday.
and, i steadily say ON!

i cry a lot during exams period. (bearbear says: as usual.....)
i dream a hell lot lately. good ones. sweet ones.
but there's always this long period spend lying on the bed, just can't get to sleep.
i can really lie on the bed for 1.5 hrs or 2 hrs before i sleep.
and then, wake up with splitting headaches.....

i'm craving for mango sago!

i'm sooooo looking forward to September!
for all sorts of reasons :)


okay.i'm done with checking my mail :(
which means i have to off my laptop and get buried in my notes again :(:(:(:(:(
(bro says that he's buried in his notes and will just swim out the next day. And for awhile, i really can't stop laughing. My sisters think i'm mad but don't you think it's hilarious?!?!) Buried by notes, notes, notes, notes, notes, notes, notes,
and still, NOTES.
To add on, the given notes aren't sufficient.

the thick thick thick thick thick thick thick
VERY THICK textbooks are spoiling my mood..

i'm blogging cause km says that we should all have 'commercial' breaks.
but no, actually i on my laptop to print MC notes.
:(

going bonkers soon.....

11days more.......... LIFE IS A JOKE!

I'm serious.
(finally, i understand how bingbing feel all the time) I almost ran 10k today.
ALMOST.
of course, i withdraw at the last minute.
the very last minute.
i was so scared, so nervous.
the thought of 10k cause me to lose my sleep last night.
i think i only slept for 1.5hrs?
and i woke up at 5am(we're meeting at 5.30am btw) to sms my auntie.
i'm really sorry but i REALLY have to back out.
i'm a hum ji afterall.
BUT BUT BUT
who runs 10k ALL OF A SUDDEN?!?!

so. i thought i could spend the whole day studying but due to the lack of sleep last night, i only finish half a chapter for SM. i dozed off and took a long long long afternoon nap.
but this isn't the main topic for today's post.
the main topic is still :
YES, I'M A HUM JI CAUSE I WITHDRAW FROM A 10K RUN.
(so, i'm not feeling good at all now.)

P.S. Holiday in another 15days..... you won't know how great it feels to have 'graduates'/'alumni' among us.
the happiness comes from within.
it's where we are all moving towards isn't it?
just that at our individual pace.
nevertheless, we still need our ice cream therapy.

okay. okay.
studying starts today.
i shall try my very best to follow my study schedule.
here i come!! GBE & SM!

16 days to the end of exams.
and 3 weeks... i'm happy over lil' things such as:
1) i board double decker 185 home & get to sit on my all-time favourite seat on the bus. i'm really happy about it! haha.
2) my plan to steal $20 on tuesday failed miserably due to the multiple advices from bearbear and samsam, trying their very best to convince me to return the money :(
HOWEVER, i managed to steal $0.70 today. YES. it's 70cents. but i'm going to rob him bit by bit. imagine..slow and painful death. YEAP! that's the effect i want.
hmmm. it's not that difficult to guess the 'him' right? of course it's our CHAN KA MING.

last night, before i went to bed, i called my mum. (she's just downstairs but i lazy walk down lar. LOL!) so i called her and requested that she sing me a lullaby. apparently, she thinks i'm mad.
so i went on to say....
lingling: Niang, I love you.
mama: I hate you forever!
lingling: Nin Nau Hia, I hate you too!

so. i'm trying to say, my craziness comes from the genes in me, the blood that's running in my body. so friends, don't blame me for my crazy acts!

today is both a good and bad day but i'm enjoying every moment of it still :)

okay. i'm off to rush for my BD promotion strategy. before i leave my place for the last friday nights out until exams end.

NetteNette, when you see this post, let me know how's your BD okay? I'm going to save up for a 1month Europe trip, before i turn 30.
That is 11years later. okay. I'm not pissed off anymore, cause i don't give a damn and i've finished what I'm supposed to do.

anyway, tmr i only have GEMS lesson from 8am-10am.
the rest of the day can be spend at home!
how nice! :)

about 19 days to the end of exams! I SWEAR I'M FKING PISSED OFF NOW!!!!! people, long weekend is over.
but i still have tonnes of stuffs undone.
TMD.


Either you want him completely in your life
or completely out of your life.
it's hard to reach a halfway agreement.


i'm counting down to september.
for lots of reasons. I hope that our special and 'secret' plan, as discussed on 10.08.2009, 2+am, will really one day work out.
without any consequences.
cause i am still extremely in love with that idea after about 7hours of sleep.
imagine!!!!!
HOW FUN!!!!

BUT BUT BUT...... We laugh together
We cry together
We share.
and most importantly,
We loved. Just finish MC ppt. gonna do the final touch up tmr.
Am now, so freaking tired.


and, i still have a long way to go...... Say Goodnight. SM & GBE down.
BD will be down tmr.
left with MC on next tues.
and all projects will be done.

take a break from the endless headaches.


@21:43 i'm looking forward to the coming long weekend...... Don't expect others to do things your way, when you aren't capable of following your very own principles.
The longer i wait, the lesser respect you'll get from me.
or maybe, it's already none now.

Don't let me get hold of a knife.
cause 95%, i may stab you! Everyone has got something to say.
and it's always hard to control the words that come out of our mouths.
I do face this problems sometimes too.
But still, i always thought that no matter how hard it is to swallow that damn anger, one should at least put in that little effort to try.
and be P-O-L-I-T-E.
There's this narrow line between being harsh and being rude.
I can accept harsh words being said but not rude behaviour.
cause it really pissed people off a hell lot.
If only you could show us that some efforts were being made to change your fking attitude,
Perhaps, things will not end up the way it is now.


Let me show you an example of rude behaviour.

mingkachan@msn.com sent 03-Aug-09 6:47 PM:
lunch cannot skip de wor
mingkachan@msn.com sent 03-Aug-09 6:47 PM:
must eat k?
mingkachan@msn.com sent 03-Aug-09 6:47 PM:
so i treat u tt day la
mingkachan@msn.com sent 03-Aug-09 6:47 PM:
u can eat wadever u like
mingkachan@msn.com sent 03-Aug-09 6:47 PM:
is wadever!
mingkachan@msn.com sent 03-Aug-09 6:47 PM:
so dun gen wo ke qi
mingkachan@msn.com sent 03-Aug-09 6:47 PM:
=D
JING says:
u bloody hell shut ur fking mouth


So people, a piece of advice from me.
Don't behave like this.
:) Today, i found my long lost, all-time favourite, never fail to cheer me up,
friend.
How nice!
especially, when it's today.
the first similarity. This is a MSN conversation that took place on last tuesday.

Jing: Eh, sorry lei. friday i really cannot make it. really lar.

the conversation continue...
and here comes the conclusion

Jing: Really really sorry lar.
Kaming: I hate you.
Jing: I don't like you either.


DumbLikeShit! LOL.
anyway, Happy 19th Birthday Chan Ka Ming! please grow up and stop saying I hate you. haha :D

Next event to look forward to:
31.08.2009 - end of semester paper!!!!
we'll party till we all go crazy okay?

This holiday is going to be a real meaningful, fun and special one.
After all, it's September.
Like always, the best month of the entire year.


The innocent can never last.