Balancing is always tough.
To the extent that prioritizing doesn't help much.
It's tough when you are in the process of trying to please everyone, not to disappoint anyone.
In the very end, i'm upset with my own doings, i'm disappointed with myself.
For 1 selfish reason and that is, I should have treated myself better.
But again, as mentioned, it's selfish.
So, in the end, i'm still stuck and i'll not recover.
hmmm.....


timetable is out. not bad i would say.

10 days left.
maybe we should all pon 1st week of lesson?
Self-claimed holiday.
IDEA!


maybe i'm not used to it, but the non-existence of the numbness which used to be around are gone.
It's a good sign.
But once in a very long while, i still feel weird that suddenly, it's out of my life.