14th November 2008
Saturday, November 15, 2008 at 00:53
My sisters and i were discussing about what birthday presents to give each other. As you know, birthday is like Christmas for the 3 of us. exchange of presents. =.=And the topic leads to what we feel on birthday. i must say, i do feel happy. guess everyone's the same. There's this tinge of happiness inside and somehow or another, you just know that today is a special day for me. at the same time, you'll feel the fear. i dunno how to describe but the fear is there. perhaps it's the fear towards the crowd? i dunno, just guessing. so it's a mixture. happy yet not so happy but still, special birthday.
Anyway, this morning, i took lots of great photos in the lecture hall. and bearbear send the photos as morning greetings to dongdong and feefee. We had a great time laughing at their superb reply. Gyver and Sheena got the photos too, via blue tooth. But no. both of you are not to post it online ok?
So after school, i was so indecisive. "Should i go for jap lesson?" After advices from several people, i went. shall not elaborate on that 2 hours. but i'm proud of myelf, for surviving that 2 hours. It's the first time i realised Jap lesson can be that scary but at the same time, it's the last time i'll ever step inside Friday's Jap lesson.
Really lacking of the motivation to study. Keep telling myself i NEED to, but still, i'm not doing it. Let it be over asap. and we can all enjoy the holiday! (before the next term and ITP.) oh gosh!